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if all of the raindrops were lemon-drops and gum-drops,
oh, what a rain it would be.
if all of the raindrops were lemon-drops and gum-drops,
oh, what a rain it would be.
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28.12.05 @ 6:37:00 PM
being busy simply prevents you from noticing huge changes occuring in your life. the last term has been absolutely insanely busy...rushing from one deadline to the next. living each day by faith and staying up till 1am everyday. and when you finally get to stop, finally get to slow down, finally get to reflect on all that has happened, get to compare what life was like before and how it is now...it all just hits you hard.
after 9 days in italy away from my friends in singapore, away from pearsonites...and looking through photos from the last few years...and talking to people back home...and just sitting and thinking. i've realized how different i've become since coming to canada.
the things i care about, the things that matter to me, the things i think about, the life i want to lead, the way i see things. it's all been transformed altogether. but i guess it'd be unfair to say it was canada that changed me...it really was and is God working in my life in the most amazing manner. the people He's sent me, the lessons He's taught me through His word, through my QT, through teachers, through pearsonites, through trials, through fellowship with fellow Christians on campus and in Singapore - mainly over msn- have just worked so miraculously within the short period of a year and a half to change me entirely. the past year has just been absolutely condensed, jam packed with lessons, with encounters and experiences good and bad. Praise the Lord.
Blessed be Your name when the sun's shining down on me
When the world's "all as it should be"
Blessed be Your name
And blessed be Your name on the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name
You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord, blessed be Your name
It was clear that He wanted me to come to Canada...I didnt understand why...it went
against all logical and emotional reasoning. and though i can't quite pinpoint and say it's THIS particular reason that He sent me here, I'm
utterly convinced that He sent me here for a reason, and I'm gonna trust in Him for the rest of life's path.
Change, even change for the better, can be painful...i've realized that while my friendships in Pearson have strengthened the past year and a half, i've drifted from many people back home. like angwei said...
i'm more detached now...we dont quite have things to talk abt anymore. but looking back...what DID we really talk abt in the past?
Maybe it's just that i've been away for too long...and things have changed with them as with me...and i simply shouldnt
expect things to be the same as it used to be. and maybe once i go back everything will be "normal" again. maybe.
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